This is your first thanksgiving and I hope you’re having a wonderful time! I’m sorry I couldn’t be there with you and your Dad today,
I know you were wonder where I was. I went to go spend time with my grandmother and aunt today. They were looking forward to seeing the both of us but I told them I’ll bring you next time. I’m so thankful you sweetie! I were that I could never have children; that I was infertile, but here you are, in my life and I’m so grateful. I knew I was going to fall head over heels when I heard your heartbeat for the first time. I really fell in love with you when I was able to hold you in my arms. I missed you a lot today. I wanted to take a trip over to where you spent thanksgiving after I left granny’s but it got too late and it’s the holidays, the buses run really slow.
It’s days like this people neglect the most. I’m going to cherish every single moment with you. I hold you a lot at night — after you have fallen asleep — it brings me peace. I feel like I have a purpose now, I feel needed; wanted, loved. I can’t wait till you come home so I can hold you in my arms and kiss your fat cheeks. I love you sweetheart.